Thursday, September 15, 2005
yibei once told me tat time will heal. coz of dis big happening, the place in my heart is empty.time.... time..... i wonder how long will it be when im ready to let some1 take the place? i juz wan dis to be over.over when the time where i dun have anything. im sooo confused. i juz wan dis to be over.... really.this pain is juz too real... too real. i dun wan to hang on a piece of thread. past n' b4....
i dunno why i didnt did dis earlier. den both of us dun need to suffer dis misery. since u noe the past days is over, juz move on.... i hope u can change yr attitude. i mean its jus like the snobs....
why u wanna be me? why must u be jealous. u once said everyone believed god. den suddenly bad stuff came into dis world... jealousy. greed. many more. u said it was a sin. now ure. it doesn't mean when i have frens 2 hangout wif mean im popular u noe.i dun hav the POTENTIAL u noe... its not like tat.why they prefer me coz i dare to be different. im born to be some one special.
u wanna be yourself.... im sure u can have some1 who like your character. okay?
i really have doubts .
but i cant help it.
i fell.
i took a long time to heal.
dedicated to dearest ant,
yours till the polka dots.
cher
momento mori;